i have 3 weeks old baby. my baby feeling hungry every one hour and he drinks only small amount..after feeding he also wont burp..sometime he reflux..at night he making different kinds of sound even he sleep..its all making stressful to me..he also screaming for everything..and he looks hot-temperer..sometime i feel like i want beat him.. i cant give my child to others at night..coz im giving breastfeeding..so even im handover him to others..they all need to give back for every feeding..so i lost my sleep since 3 weeks..i cant sleep peacefully..in day time..so many reletives coming to see baby..my husband also not helpful..coz he dont know how to carry the child properly..so im scared to give him..the only thing he will do is…he scold me, if my baby cry..

its all making me stressful..and angry..so im scared im having depression..how i can get releif from this situation..??when my baby start to sleep at night???

If i don’t have it already!
I’m 36 weeks pregnant and over the last month i have been having second thoughts about my pregnancy. I’m not gonna say i wish i had an abortion but after alot of crying iv think i regret getting pregnant. It was a mistake anyway and my ex decided he didn’t wanna be a dad so i am doing this as a single parent. I am still living at home with my parents but moving out soon and i dont really want to but there isn’t a choice that goes with it. (both my parents died along time ago so i live with my grandparents and they are too ld to have a baby in the house) I am 24 so i no its not too young but i had more expectations of myself other than being a single parent on benifits which i will have to go on after my merternity leave finishes at work. Cant go back to work due to child care. I cry so much and i am so scared of all the change and i have 4 weeks before my due date! I’m so worried i’m onna feel worse when she is here and i dont no what to do. I just wanna go back to my old life. I cry everyday and i cant talk to anyone because a few people told me it was a mistake in the begining and i should have had a termination, even her dad said i hadn’t thought it through and i can’t take someone saying i told you so to me, i feel stuck in this trap and there is no way out. Adoption isn’t an option, id rater die than give her up. It’s not that i dont love her, she is my world and i love her so much but i cant help thinking i made a complete mess of my life and should be having a baby the way i wanted it and have the whole 2.4 family life when i was ready and settled and should have been trying for a child. Not when i am 24 and was enjoying my life of clubbing and going on holiday, enjoying my 20′s for what they are and dealing with this when i wanted to. I can understand me being nervous but i am worried this isn’t going to go away and i’m gonna get postnatal depression. I dont understand what it is and how to deal with it, is it a chemical imbalance of all my hormones changing or is it my negitive thinking? I really don’t want to get it and want to nip it in the bud as quick as possible.

My husband and I decided to start trying next summer for kids (I’m almost 28, he is 32). Yet, I think I want to go off my birth control now (ortho-tricyclene lo), even though I’m not sure we’re ready. I have always been hesitant about kids, but I think my biological clock keeps telling me stuff.

Plus my mom had trouble conceiving. She was in the midst of adoption and was doing fertility drugs before my older sister came along.

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I’m 37w6d pregnant, and I’m just fed up. I have the most horrible ob/gyn clinic, where I don’t even have a “personal dr”. I have a nurse practitioner that does everything when I come in.. And the nurse is different every time I go. They’re saying I need to go to diabetic dieting classes at the clinic, yet no one’s said a single thing about me being diabetic. I have the worst pre-natal care imaginable. And EVERY single time I’ve been I’ve waited a good 20+ minutes in the waiting room past my appointment time. And I can’t even go in every week since they’re so booked. What the hell? Don’t I deserve to get my prenatal care every week??? I can’t change clinics either because I have Medicaid.. I have depression and I’m irritable, and all of this plus horrible pregnancy discomforts (hip pain, 2-4 hours of sleep a night, etc.) Is making me feel completely unwanted and empty.. I’m so miserable I’ve hardly been out of bed for 2 days.. I just want this baby out and to stop going to that crap clinic.. This turned into more of a rant, but whatever.
Thanks everyone. A ton x
I feel muchh better now, but still crappy at the same time. And yeah, there’s just about no clinics here that take medicaid. It’s awful.. Big city = money hungry
Northwood, or whatever.. What on Earth are you on about?.. Really… No, I’m not on Welfare? I hardly even know what it is. Booze? Drugs? I’m not even legal to buy cigarettes for myself. Let alone do I smoke or drink-or even WANT to. I never said I did not want my child, because I do. I’m married, believe it or not. And the baby’s father will be around. And no, my SYMPTOMS point to DEPRESSION. Do you know what that is? Go get some common sense please….

I think I am going through prenatal depression and I am affraid to ask for help or see if its what it feel 2B